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  • suicidal thoughts are lowkey so funny bc like theres so much fun to be had in life, so much joy with friends, in hobbies, in sportand yet, the thoughts of ending it all don’t stop. its so illogical! makes no sense! i should be happy! i have people around me that i love, im able…

  • No man can wear one face to himself and another to the multitude without finally getting bewildered as to which may be the true. – Nathaniel Hawthorne, as popularised in The Sopranos there are times where i don’t feel real. these spontaneous moments – instants of self-doubt – make my past actions, my emotions, my…

  • With the release of Porter Robinson’s third album SMILE!:D came the statistically unpopular track Year of the Cup, with the second-lowest amount of total Spotify plays on the whole album. And yet, I think this song is criminally underrated, and offers an interesting perspective into the relationship between self-destruction and success. If you haven’t listened…

  • Inspired by friends, nostalgia for the 2000s-esque blogging era, and instruction to seek an “emotional and creative outlet” by my therapist, this blog exists to provide my quasi-unemployed ass something to do over the winter break. A close friend of mine told me that he still occasionally watched the old volleyball montages I had made…